My experience as a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints has been marvelous. The only way I can describe it is when the Lord says “obey my commandments and the mysteries of Heaven will be unfolded unto you”. Nephi said to his brothers, ye understand not because ye have not bothered to ask Heavenly Father whether this things are true and therefore He has not made them known unto you.
A problem a lot of us faces is the trial of our faith. Satan knows our weaknesses and will work hard to convince us that our effort in trying to know Jesus Christ is in vain. But we will know at the last day!! A wonderful gift God has blessed us with is agency. My question is, why become bitter after you have made a decision to leave your membership in the Church of Jesus Christ? Its like satan trying very hard to prove a point that does not even exist!!!

But it will be because they choose evil knowingly.

Thanks for coming by. I agree with most of what you say on doctrine. When it comes to the church and church leaders we may not see eye to eye.

Remember, Christ defined his church as those who repent and come unto Him, no more no less. What you see in the modern restored church is just what one would expect from apostasy, the doctrines of men mingled with scripture.